So this morning my weight was 222.8 lbs. I'm still tantalizingly close to my low weight, but I just can't seem to budge things.
I'm trying not to worry about it too much; I've got a lot of stressful things going on in my life at the moment.
It dawned on me a couple of days ago that I have less than a year to master a set of job skills that took the STBX probably 25 years to get to the level she's at. I'm feeling overwhelmed, because I know that's not possible. I'm trying to pick off the most important things and the low-hanging fruit, and I keep telling myself that her skill set only amounts to about 10-20% of the total workload for my main client.
I'll be okay. I really will.
I keep telling myself that.
But boy, is it tough to believe it during my low points.
I did get a small spot of good news, though. I just found out that the contract for my main client has been extended for another year. It's a huge relief knowing that I won't have to be going through a divorce and worrying about finding a new job or client around the same time.
It's all good.
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